In my life, things are not always typical. I am taking to the public for people to understand where I am coming from with my decision and my actions. Current I am taking a hold of things that are going to effect my career and family. Sometimes family and friend are hurt, because of my work and my social obligations. In entertainment there are artist pressures. No one understands these pressure but the artist themselves. I am not image that feel I should be and that in itself is a pressure. There is never enough money to go around and everyone around is drained including myself because of it.
Monday, September 23, 2013
Today was a day of mixed emotions. It started last night when I woke up to turn the light off to find that my shower and toilet are overflowing. So I went to the Duane Reade, first when I went for the Drano, the guy was telling me how to unclog drains!!! I mean "Gross"! Then when I went up to the counter, the creepy checkout guy that works there was hitting on me!!! He was so gross!!!!! I put the Drano down the sink in the kitchen and the shower and went to bed. When I woke up it started again. I couldn't even use my toilet. I went to central park and ran around the reservoir, came home and called he super. When the super could not get the thing unclogged, they call in a plumber that right before he was in my house he was unclogging Mariah Carey's drains. He was a cool dude. After that I prepared for another Sinatra Saturday night where they had a party for Morty Craft and Renaldo Snipes. Was a fun evening. Then slipped out with a friend and went to a Russian Bar and went home. Days in NYC are crazy and this is one.
Thursday, May 2, 2013
Over the years, I have always been somber from time to time because my family is not always near me. It is always a backlash for chasing your dreams is that you have to sacrifice something to achieve success. I had a lot of fun with my mother and aunt lora while they stayed at my home for 10 days. Yesterday I also saw a cousin I had not seen in years. It is surprising how family give you a sense of home no matter where you are in the world
Tuesday, April 30, 2013
People always say the best investment is to invest into yourself and they are right!!!!!! I am investing into the EP and it is going to be awesome. To work with Chris Young is an amazing step in my career. The investment part is me investing in myself. Between this and going to London to do Shakesphere on my 32nd Birthday!! I can not wait this is gonna be over the top!
Thursday, April 25, 2013
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Sometimes our journey to Happily ever after is a difficult one. At one minute we are following our hearts and living our dreams and other times we look at those things and wonder is it really worth it. Grant it in my life,I am blessed with education, self-employment, and the ability to stand on my own in one of the hardest cities in the world to make and prevailing. Maybe I get a little worn from it all. My boyfriend lives in another state and my family is in Oklahoma. I never realized until now how hard it is to be a grown up on your own until now.