Sometimes our journey to Happily ever after is a difficult one. At one minute we are following our hearts and living our dreams and other times we look at those things and wonder is it really worth it. Grant it in my life,I am blessed with education, self-employment, and the ability to stand on my own in one of the hardest cities in the world to make and prevailing. Maybe I get a little worn from it all. My boyfriend lives in another state and my family is in Oklahoma. I never realized until now how hard it is to be a grown up on your own until now.