In my life, things are not always typical. I am taking to the public for people to understand where I am coming from with my decision and my actions. Current I am taking a hold of things that are going to effect my career and family. Sometimes family and friend are hurt, because of my work and my social obligations. In entertainment there are artist pressures. No one understands these pressure but the artist themselves. I am not image that feel I should be and that in itself is a pressure. There is never enough money to go around and everyone around is drained including myself because of it.